Christmas time!

As a christmas present I'm going to upload a bunch of my cosplay pics here. Well not a bunch, just a few maybe... gah I don't even know.

No DN christmas calendar this year either, sorry guys. I don't think i will go back to doing it ever Hope you get yourselves entertained with the old ones (even though they are so horrible! oh god can't even look at them but I don't have heart to delete them either)

I'm planning on starting a longer comic of mine soon. I'm so insecure about everything that I haven't started yet... but most of the plot and characters are ready so I can't turn back now!! (and omg, long comic that I have a plot, what is this bsszz) I will upload some pics of the characters and such gahh.
Now I really have to do it since I've announced it here No turning back.


ABOUT OTHER STUFF

For the past two or three weeks my emotional life has been such a rollercoaster that I kinda feel... dare I say... sick because of it. Sure, I don't mind showing off emotions and all that stuff but this... "I'm so happy! Oh no now I'm sad I wanna die! Now I don't feel anything... Now I want to kill something! Now I watch confusing shit! Now I feel so in love dokidoki" And the list goes on <____<  Like this one friday it was so like that I don't even...  Maybe it's stress or something. But what's there to be stressed about? Christmas doesn't stress me and now I'm on a vacation. This is so weird!! (well before the vacation started some things could have been explained with school and living in a dorm. fuck those)
Out beloved cat Harmi was put to sleep this wednesday. That might have something to do with my moodswings but it can't explain everything for god's sake! He was very sick and it was best for him in the end. He slept the las night next to me (actually, on top of me) so he had a good life and all.
I don't even know ^^"


Part of the emotionalstuff is because I watched Mawaru Penguindrum. The last episode came out today and OH GOD WHAT OH GOD IKUHARA WHY WHY GAHH
The last episode was very pleasing to me yes U_U made me cry rivers yes but I DONT' CARE IT WAS GOOD I REGRET NOTHING  I love this show I love all the symbolism and metamorphic shit and the art and the characters and okay I'll stop now. I'm being annoying

The only thing I don't like about that series is the shippingfags in the fandom who cry "i don't like this episode because it didn't approve my pairing of x/x bawww i'm dropping this stupid animu!" For god's sake am I the only one who's like "Whoever gets paired in this are fine with me since it's part of the important story and besides this show isn't about shipping certain characters but the relationships of all the characters together so fuck your stupid pairings" Okay sure you can pair some characters together but don't blame the show if it doesn't approve it (and don't attack other people if they don't like your ship, seriously). Geez. Oh yeah and people who hate Himari and Ringo (and all the other female characters) for no good reason (and most likely just because they're girls)  End of rant now. :,D



And I've been very productive this autumn. I have two new cosplay outfits ready to be used in my closet! Fuck yeah I'm so awesome! And the third one is coming along nicely! I'm on fireeeeeee!!!! >  The main problem now is that the third one doesn't have a wig yet... and i don't have any money on my account. I'm very worried if I can order the wig before Desucon Frostbite .____. it would be so sad if the whole costume was all flashy and ready and then I don't have the wig D: Of course I'm not gonna wear it without the right wig I'm just saying that if the costume turns put to be very pretty and then I can't wear it when I want to because the lack of wig. Maybe I should ask some of my friends to buy it for me for my birthday ;D (wink wink nudge nudge) The costumes that are ready are Junpei Iori from Persona3 (holy fuck I did it) and Taro from Disgaea 2


Sorry I'm kind of disorganized right now because of... lots of stuff. It's hard to make sense.


MUST DRAW COMICS MUST MAKE COSPLAYS

And I'm out~

My cosplay.com account: [link]
My comic blog (that is kinda dead now): [link]